Sunday, February 17, 2008
Mood: DiscontentMusic: The Promised Land - Nobuo Uematsu
So, this week has been drama-filled and mildly stressful. Drama concerning one person. I have a habit of getting myself into stupid situations with friends. Like, being too close, not paying attention to others, and then being mildly screwed over.
Not to mention I've in general just been annoyed with this one person. I feel very, very stifled, which bothers me. There's no need for me to have to ask if I can go to the library to do homework, or ask if it's okay if I stay in the school and eat with other friends. There's no reason for me to have to go out to eat every day when I'd like to stay inside, and there is definitely no reason for me to feel guilty when I decide to stay in to do homework. This is not a relationship. I do not have any obligation to put this one friend before everyone else.
And yet, I still feel unnecessarily guilty. I was sure I'd freed myself from this situation when I moved >.>
It's been a very tiring week.
Other the other hand, I got 100% on my math test, for the first time in years. I don't know if I've ever gotten full marks! XD It even said 'top of the class' on it, and I was astonished, especially since I pretty much failed math last year.
Really, I think it's because i decided to go down a level, and I'm re-learning everything we did last year. But my teacher said what we're doing now is the hardest topic of the year, and I am having no issues so far. Maybe I'll get lucky and actually do well this year?
Hospitality on Friday was a disaster though. I nearly destroyed my cookies, and made the teacher think I'm stupid. I'm not, I can cook! I made amazing cookies last weekend >.>
I played video games yesterday to get my mind off of things, though. It worked. I also played all day today. From ten in the morning until six thirty at night. It was amazing, I haven't played for that long in a long time XD. Hopefully I'll get to on Monday, since it's 'Family Day' and we have no school.
And so, that is my life, in a nutshell. Dull, as usual.
Labels: drama, math, video games
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