Friday, August 15, 2008
Music: Jorden playing Kingdom HeartsMood: slightly anxious
I have been jobless for about three weeks now, and now that there's only about two weeks until school starts back up again, I'm starting to feel a little nervous XD I mean, I am supposed to be making money in order to go to school, especially if I am going to try and get into McGill, in Montreal. I would love to live in Montreal, it seems so much more glamorous than Toronto does XD I like Toronto and all, but Montreal seems so ...fashionable, I guess.
Normally at this time of year, i always find myself saying "Yeah, I'll try SO much harder in school this year," or "I'll put in as much effort as possible," but it rarely happens XD. However, last semester was pretty good on my part so maybe I will actually try hard this year? I think I have to; it is my last year and my marks have to be good for university applications XD
Anyways, the job issues is starting to become my main concern, and I just applied to a new game store that's opening up in the mall >.> I doubt I'll get hired, but I guess there's always the slightest chance? I may not have volunteer experience (which I still need to graduate >.>;) but I do have two years of work experience? I was SO close to getting a job at Sobeys, but they already had enough people, and the lady said if I had applied like two days earlier, I so would have been hired =.=;;
and that's what you get for procrastinating. Still, I don't know what I think of working at a game shop. What if it's only like, loser guys working there? =.=;; I'll have to try hard to be somewhat cool, I guess.
Speaking of cool, I also put on like, nearly five lbs TT^TT It's kind of pathetic, but I guess since all I've been doing is playing video games and cooking, I guess it's expected. I couldn't even go for a walk because I was sick for nearly two weeks and didn't want to make myself worse >.>;; Also, eating junk food with Britty doesn't really help. However, I've been eating somewhat healthier, and we're going to the store tomorrow, s I'm going to buy more Udon noodles and lilydale chicken so I can live off of rice and Udon noodles XD. I really wish I could learn to make Bentos like Brenna does XD. Maybe I should try? They looks so cute XD
*sigh* it's so boring. And dramatic, I suppose. There's so many family issues happening, and at the same time I feel as though nothing is happening >.>;
what we could have been, 3:26 PM
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