Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Mood: awkward.Music: Ryuusei Rocket - An Cafe
Well. I have to wonder sometimes, how I always end up listening to people's life problems (I don't mind yours Brenna no worries. You're special :D) But that's kind of the point. Obviously I have no issues talking to certain people about their problems, but then like, other people break out the issues and it's like ...woah.
Especially the really bad family ones. Like, my friend asked "Can you imagine calling the police on your dad?" and I was going to reply with "Well, yeah, I think about it often, you know, just in case," But uh, I didn't think that would sound very sympathetic. Even if it's the truth. Cause you know, gotta have back up plans incase he decides he desperate to see me. I'm a little paranoid...
Anyways, point it: it's AWKWARD having to talk about super intense family problems with someone I don't know too too well. Especially when I would just call the police and get it over and done with. I mean, if your dad is trying to kill your mum ...isn't that what you should do?
And so it's awkward. partially cause to me my family is not like, some superior level of friends to me, they're just people I live with who happen to be as close as my closest friends who may be closer. Meaning my friends are more important than family, they ARE my family, it's just how I roll.
So it's hard for me to understand why someone wouldn't cal the police on their parents, especially when it will be beneficial for all in the long run.
ON THE BRIGHT AND HAPPY AND NOT SO DISTANT FUTURISH SIDE....WINNIPEG IN THREE DAYS. yeah. i'm excited XD
i mean, no stress, at all, hopefully a new job, no school, no douches from school, no dinky's to dal with....life's gonna be good,
...except for my brothers. cause that means ADD, drama, lack of privacy ,ADHD, retardedness and oughdliweg.
sometimes i wonder if i can actually give up my solidarity and handle having a sibling again, i OWN this house. i am alone and love it and can do what i want.
and then BAM, i have a brother again.
ugh. maybe it's just because i haven't seen them in six months? That's a really long time...
OH GOD WHAT DO YOU SAY TO SOMEONE WHO IS HAVING A BIGGER FAMILY CRISIS THAN YOU ARE?????
ughh. i need to go die. XD
not really. i wanna cook though~~
what we could have been, 12:43 PM
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