Sunday, September 14, 2008

Music: Broken Youth - Nico Touches the Walls

Mood: tired, content

This post is really more for Brenna's benefit than my own, I think. But that's alright XD

It's been an incredibly hectic week, in my eyes - I mean, I DO get to go home at 12:05 everyday, which means I only have three classes, but somehow it still feels like I have no time to do anything else. probably because I work Monday, Thursday and Sunday, hang out with Brittany on the weekend and possibly once during the week, so my time for anything is limited. And then, the looming horror of having to do two seminars within the next three weeks makes me feel just a little more hectic. And I have another assignment due on Thursday, which is also the date of the university meeting (OMG! it's already starting!!!!!!!!!). Oh, and, I have a vocal solo tomorrow, which is a hell of a lot more stressful than it should be.

But I think that's because my music selection is limited. I mean, I have A LOT of music, like, a ton, but when it comes to finding something normal and low key to sing, especially when you need the karaoke/instrumental version, life gets a little more stressful. However, since it's the first one, we don't NEED a karaoke track; she just thinks gr.12's should have it. I think it's because we're the oldest in the class and shouldn't be scared - honestly, it's just hard for me to find a song to sing.

Moving on from that topic ...school pictures were last week! As per usual, I didn't order any, but you know, you need a picture for your student ID, and the yearbook, so I didn't want to look completely stupid. Honestly, I don't look completely stupid; it's actually a good picture of me (which is surprising), but it's the fact that I'm LAUGHING in my picture that makes me look stupid. Because, you know, it's a yearbook/ID picture, not a normal one. So, yeah. It could have been worse though; many of my friends had bad pictures. One's hair looked like it was blowing in the wing; but the pictures were in and the gym, and there was no wind. Another looked like she had 'cheek implants'. It was a good day though; I actually stayed and chilled with them through lunch, and we thought up Hallowe'en costumes. Except I'm going with Britty, but I didn't tell them XD I'll just let them think I'm going to be a part with them XD

Also, Jurita got back from Hong Kong last week, and she also went to Taiwan and Japan!!! She bought me three visual kei magazines form Japan, some charms and GUndam Seed stickers! XDD I was more than happy! XD Real this from Japan! There's even a charm with a yen sticker on it - Britty and I freaked about that XD It's good to have Jurita back; she's a bit of a dork, I guess, but I like she, she's so nice and we get along really well XD

Of course, life is awkward with JIll at school; she WAS in my first period class, but she dropped it. A little part of me thinks it's because I was in the class, but that's just egotistical; I think it's just because she doesn't do history- she didn't take it last year >.> At photo day though, she was at the table helping the teacher, and since I was kind of scared to go, so I just shoved Danielle in front of me and went to the teacher XD But she glared at me the whole time >.> Like REALLY glared: met my eyes and just glared, I was actually kind fo creeped out. ANd while I was waiting for my friends, she just kept like, staring/glaring at me, and it was kind of awkward because I was with everyone and laughing and stuff and she looked so ANGRY. I told my mum and she told me to be careful, because she thinks JIll is mentally unstable and has problems. Which she does XD Honestly though. And while I was waiting for Crystal and Jurita to get their pictures done, I was just standing holding the gym door, and she got up to leave, looked where I was holding the door, and just WALKED THROUGH THE OTHER!!!!! How immature is that? I mean, I even MOVED so she could walk through, while still holding it XD

Oh well. Life is good without her. Like really; most people have said I seem happier without her around. I also think that's it's because of many other things (pills, Jorden, Britty, friends, life) but that is a part of it, for sure.

Speaking of Jorden, I absolutely LOVE having him here; I know a lot of siblings don't get along very well, and it may seem kinda of pathetic, but he's honestly like, on of my best friends XD We went to my Grandma's on Friday, and I was like 'woah, this is cool, Jorden's with us,' XD. It's so nice though. I told him we were weird for being so close, but then he said that out ex-step brother and sister Luc and Lianne were (still are) just as close as we are, so it's not that bad. And it's true, they hang out a lot, and are friends with each others friends. So I guess it's not too weird.

And so, that's really the mostly important things of my life. I think XD

(Brenna, I'll try to be on tonight XD The next free night I have is Tuesday, unless I go to Britty's which I doubt, cause she has a long day at school the next day XD)

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